about travaller called ayman

by ahmed mohamed farg (Egypt)

I didn't expect to find Egypt

The most difficult thing for a person to do is known, then it becomes clear to him that he placed him in a way other than his family, and the most difficult thing for him is to make him in his family and then not only from them he disguises himself, disbelief, ignorance and estrangement. To fly again in the wish space! This is how the family ruled him, after five lean years spent in strangeness and hard work, not commensurate with his scientific qualifications, he had to cast his university degrees in the nearest basket, in order to be able to get this work! He also had to give up some of his principles, to set his pride aside, and to lean with the wind as he tilted so that his promises would not be broken, and that his hope would dissipate in a moment of moments. In his alienation he flourished in all the pleasures of life; asceticism in picnicking, asceticism in the delicacy of food, and the most luxurious clothing, and yet he was keen on his elegance and simple elegance that does not draw attention, but it is a kind of special kind, the elegance of a Muslim man eager to clean his appearance, may What keen on the purity of its essence, and the purity of its bed! He used to affect his family with all his salary, except for a small part that suffices his necessary necessity in his estranged life. He sends this salary every four months in a bank transfer in the name of his mother, who has all the respect and appreciation; and why not ?! Is it not his mother, whose righteousness was commanded ?! Is it not his mother who sacrificed her youth, and ruined her life for the sake of raising her children after their father spent his love ?! Yes! She was worthy of all respect, but something mysterious - no one knows what it means - makes him prefer his brothers to him, but rather makes her angry over him, and often bored of him if not at all times, and he who almost stokes her fingers with candles to be satisfied with him. He secretly and tears poured down his cheeks until he found himself in front of the house of his only friend who could hardly know from the world except him, who was about three years older than him, and stood in front of the door confused for a few minutes, Prepared for him a place to sleep, and although simple place is modest but it was full of warmth, full of tenderness and contentment and tranquility, This dark scene is still lurking in his mind, the places in his mind are lulling his memory, and floating from time to time on the surface of his mind whenever it is provoked by a cause of injustice that he suffers from time to time. He returned from his estrangedness to find his mother had spent all his money that he sent throughout the years of alienation in building a two-story house, and he took care of what he found unfair injustice when he learned that his mother had written to him the part of the house and his younger brother the second part, and the matter did not stop there The youngest who did not alienate and did not taste the bitterness in his life some of the commercial projects besides his job. Ayman felt as if treacherous stabs were carried out to his chest. The harvest of the years of alienation went unheeded, then he became without a job, and without a project that begins his life and feeds from behind him, and he does not have money that helps him to marry who must complete his debt, he had to not He surrenders to despair, and does not go to remorse, and for this he started a new life from the ongoing struggle, did not wait for the job as many young people do, and worked as a sales representative in a company so that he could equip his apartment, and save the costs needed to establish a small nest for dress