Discovering Home

by CJ Cooper (Canada)

I didn't expect to find Canada

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Discovering Home: I see the birds out my window. I envy them. No money, no schedule, no boss. They travel anywhere they choose. I’ve always felt like that. A bird with a chain, strapping me to my house, my city, my country. How can I ever break free to see everything I dream? The summer I turned eighteen, I packed up a duffel, a backpack and my guitar and said goodbye to my mom at Union Station in Toronto. I walked onto the VIARail train and politely accepted the glass of champagne that I was too young to drink and settled into my room. A private room, all to myself. The rooms they give the musicians. I was excited but scared to be alone for the first time. After a rough night getting used to the sway of the train, I prepared my set in the first car. Forty-five minutes of singing and playing covers and originals to strangers. Nervous because I didn’t have my family with me and everyone spoke different languages. I speak English and French but there were people from all around the world. A family of five from Dubai, an older couple from Ireland, a young woman and her boyfriend from Quebec. Six days on the train, three sets a day. From Toronto to Vancouver. I saw everything from the bright lights of Ontario, to the fields of Saskatchewan. The main hub of Winnipeg and the Rockies in Alberta. Places I never would have thought to put on my bucket list. I woke up every day in a new time zone and met new people everywhere I went. Children, grandparents, solo travellers like me and entire families. I didn’t expect to find a connection with every person on the train. Even though we didn’t speak the same language or sing the same songs, music and travel brought us all together. I was able to see so many incredible sights right here at home. I didn’t even need a passport to see this beautiful country I call home. Sometimes the most exciting adventures are the ones closest to us, just within reach. So I guess I am like the bird, except the chain is only in my mind and only when you realize this, will you truly be free. -CJ Cooper