Hopeful around

by Samara Hudgson Llanos (Colombia)

A leap into the unknown Colombia

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The way that fluenty moves around the space and doesn't get any fatigue; I was moved. I've never been good at keep the calm in the storm, actually, I suck at it. The complex and uknown ways that my mind -and many others- work, can't be truly understand by the majority of the people. I felt lonely, desperate, missunderstood; basically, I was having major overthiking issues, they developed over the holidays break... I've never been a fan of this epoque, i guess they remind me unconfortable places that my mind goes to. The problem, this time, relies on the fact that everything felt apart, and who could I possibly blame? No one but me, sadly. It wasn't until my body pursuit an unrrecognisable force that lead me to explore, to find myself in an unkown place where my roots truly come from. I wouldn't describe it as a physical place, but the experience that goes into it, feels similar. I wouldn't say either that is a state of mind, but complements the soul or the lack of it. It doesn't escape me the remains of melancholy that sorrounds an especial moment, the pretty details that makes the travelling experience an "out of body experience", some will say. The begining that proceeds the journey were crucial, fugacious and exciting, I tend to look over the window to see beyond, to process my true feelings; I was really really scared. Nothing in particular, but maybe the fear of change that offers you explore another place it's probably one the most rewarding feelings in the entire world. I think describe a travel experience its an easy/hard task to do, mostly because you can give a breafly underline description of the good or bad that was it, but what about the details? Every little thing that mark you for good or bad, that make you feel such an indescribable sensation, the peaceful sounds, the comfort on getting to know yourself. The experience is the remain, the unpredictable journey that it takes the self discovery that comes within travelling, and I go back to the beginning, so... The way that fluenty moves around the space and doesn't get any fatigue; moved me, inspired me to write this. What fluenty moves and doesn't fatigue: that's life and explore is the purpose.