I did'nt expect to find love

by Jessica westphal (Brazil)

I didn't expect to find USA

I didn't expect to find love A beautiful year start in my life today, a new job, a new city and a new opportunity to work hard and make possible my big dream: be in United States of America. I was preparing myself to my first experience in U.S. so glad and thankful that God gives me visa to be a volunteer missionary there. I just was praying my whole life. I said: Thanks God for make possible. Day by day I worked hard by one year to get enough money to do my trip for New York city. I never had any idea that was God leading me to meet someone very important to my life. I was ready because I prayed to God a lot and he was leading me in my mission trip on vacation in July. I believe that Will be a great birthday in New York it is big bless. God was preparing me to realize my dream be U.S. And in June I was with my tickets in my hands. I cant believe but yes it is real. Dreams became true. I Believe. I took a lot pictures between South America and North America. Whem I came I met a man who asks me if he can take a picture mine working in the roof of church as a volunteer. I just said Yes. You can. He takes a picture mine smiling because I was always smiling and happy to be in New York. I didn't expect to find a holy man to love. He asks me: why are you not married? I just said: Jesus is my husbad. He smile. The bible teaches us in Isaiah 54. I find him, he has a beautiful smile that I never saw before and worked hard with all volunteers that was there helping with construccion by Maranatha international volunteers to build a church. I did'nt expect to find a holy man there who teaches me to live by Faith and love. I did'nt expect to find a man who will show me that loves someone isn't by words but it is by actions of kindness and courtesy. I did'nt find expect to find a man able to loves and respect me more then I deserve. I did'nt find expect to find peace in a unique person who moves my heart to be a better woman day by day. I did'nt expect to find someone to love more that I asked to God. I did'nt expect to find my heart outside my body. I did'nt expect to find true and holiness in a unique person. I did'nt expect to find happiness and righteousness in a man who fear God more that I never saw before. I did'nt expect to find respect and mercy in a unique soul. Well whem I feel true love in my heart was my time to go for my country and say bye. Yes I just said bye to the love of my life that I did'nt expect to find. Today It is my time to be a holy woman and ready to this awesome man and maybe tomorrow he will find me and will say I did'nt expect to find you. I hope that someone can find me one day. Yes I found him, I met him, I loved him, I saw him and I knew he is real and ready to be the man of my life but the question is: Am I the woman of his life?! I did'nt expect to find in my whole life true and holy love.