I thought I was going to heaven, but every heaven has hell

by ALI DAYYANI (Saudi Arabia)

I didn't expect to find Saudi Arabia

I thought I was going to heaven, but every heaven has hell. When I was in elementary school I came back from school and I was tired and bored but sweated because there were no buses in my village and the rough roads covered with dirt, and I was still full of energy, throwing my clothes and books and going to play in the stone streets, and I was surprised one day when I got the shocking news from my father Who lives outside the country and does not come to me at the end of the year or may not come. The news that changed my personality to what it is, that I will result to my father to this developed country and there is no asphalt edited streets arranged and it is in the middle of the desert and there are skyscrapers, but I paid for this joy by my self that I have to re-study the sixth grade because I did not test in Yemen and get The testimony that I passed primary school, but what made me suffer is the marriage of my childhood, which is about to end in my country with my teenage time in the other country, I do not know what the weary people are doing in this country, i have lived an old childhood in relation to this developed country, but unless I I expect to find the biggest ambition because when I thought I would go to a country that speaks Arabic as I speak in my country, I will not say that their language is different from mine and but it is different in many words in its pronunciation, so I do not speak and do not talk to anyone and if I am forced to speak, I calculate a lot of accounts as if I am in a class Physics until people thought that I was deaf I was afraid that the students would make fun of me so I thought paradise has a hell. Now it has been a lot of years since I live in this country and I am speaking fluently in the local accent, but I still haven't been many handouts in my stress, and I still don't talk much and i think about every conversation and i think like I'm still in physics class.