If freedom is within

by Heavenly Rodriguez (United States of America)

I didn't expect to find USA

*Somewhere between freedoms prayer and leaping, I remembered that illusions are blocks. It’s been 3 weeks since I set foot upon a land that calls me. Although I cannot say that in this lifetime I’ve smelled or tasted the food with such gratitude. I and I feel we have somehow made it home. We can feel in in our stomach. And with every smile and meal cooked together we grow together surer that this is what we believe it to be. When I was a young girl I dreamt of tropical brush outside my window. For the culture that we are sometimes brought up in is not the one that will allow you to fully express your true colors. But I held this in my memory like a distant dream. I held it as I knew somehow it’s life, this dream of living with the land was far more than a fantasy. In some ways m, we see the reggae, jazz, melodies bleed through in truth. We have been so disconnected in our thinking. Am I another lost soul or one on the way to knowing something more. Oh Yessi, Those moonlight nights before I drifted off to sleep. I remembered a timeless story. I was a woman with royal blood who loved a man whose mere presence shook me. The offering of divine love seems to be a risk worth living and dying and living for again. Were we angels in heaven that loved once before? Yes, of course. InI danced a forbidden love despite persecution. In our cells we knew that love would bring us back someday. Bring us to a knowing so intoxicating that heaven itself would open up. Yes, my love I would tell him. I never let you go. Even in my insanity I was seeking for you to return to me. And I am now on the land and pray that you can hear my heart, my womb and my will. Make your choice And I will await your response and live in your healing once again; and you in mine. InI love ForIvah ~heavenly Joy