love across borders

by sakshi rishi (India)

A leap into the unknown United Arab Emirates

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it was the first time i was travelling solo that too an international trip , i went to see my boyfriend who was working there we wre not speaking from last few months i was all devastated i was just hoping to see him maybe it was last i was suppose to see him , destiny was playing a strange game . i reached dubai airport hoping he wud come to pick me but he didnt anyhow i managed to speak to him and tell him and in uae just to see him he was shocked and amazed at the same time as it was a big thing for a young indian girl to fly this far for love .i got to know he is in abu dhabi and i was in dubai i took a taxi to abu dhabi it was late night and tat 1-2 hour journey was a journey of life for me like not coming to end i was scared then i finally reached and met him he was happy to see me but was behaving really weird i hadn't eaten from last two days my body was shivering i did not knew what am i suppose to do i was just looking for some love in his eyes but i cudnt see the same love it was only fear in his eyes i decided tat il go back but my body was too tired and exhausted and i wanted some sleep i did not slept last few nights. in the middle of the nite he woke up and asked me to leave rite now i was traumatised but quiet then next morning he left for his office and i rescheduled my flight ticket . he was upset and i was broken i was alone in the hotel scared looking outside the big giant window waiting for him to come and hold me in his arms but nothing like tat happened i requested him to spend one day with me but he refused i was begging crying and then finally he left me alone my whole world came to an end i never imagined all this i loved him infinite and endlessly then i took a taxi to dubai airport this alone journey made me strong and courageous even after being threshed from inside i was pretending normal and happy from the outside and came back alone i have been to uae many times but this was a spiritual awakening for me . i realised that your love is never enough for someone unless they need it . i did not spoke to my guy after tat and focused on self love and my health and my priorities .