Step Outside

by Mysharni Mullings (United Kingdom (Great Britain))

A leap into the unknown United Kingdom

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Plagued by insecurity and risk aversion I was too afraid to step outside of my comfort zone .So I did at the time what I thought I was supposed to do and I found a 9-5 office job in London. I was so excited, but the job wasn't what I expected. I was disconnected and withdrawn stuck to a desk for 8 hours. I knew there had to be more to life than this, but I was scared to take the leap into the unknown, so I convinced myself to stay in a job where I was miserable. Fast forward a few weeks and I broke down in front of my manager, I realised that I needed a change and I needed it now so I took a leap of faith and applied for ICS. I decided to venture into the unknown and I came back refreshed and revived with a renewed sense of purpose and community. That experience inspired me to write this poem below. Step Outside When you step outside of what you know that's when you discover. Beneath the surface you uncover, new perspectives, messages, meanings different ways of being, our society has become so individualistic it's become all about me. Which can leave you feeling separate, so disconnected. When you travel and meet people you have the opportunity to be enriched by your experiences. The courage you had to step outside of your comfort zone has to be respected. Embrace your new learnings like a lover , share your discoveries with others. A healthy change in perception will allow your life to take a new direction , places you've been before never look the same again because you see life through a new lens. You can capture more and get a fuller picture , you have pushed yourself past your perceived limitations you have exceeded your own expectations. Take opportunities for your own expectations. Take opportunities for your own personal development, cherish these memories. I know I will cherish mine. This a story of courage, travel and overcoming adversity. It is also completely okay to loose your way I would love to tell you that my life has been a dream since this experience but I can't. Plagued with feelings of uncertainty and severe anxiety I realised that I had lost my way and my joy for life again. Today I have been inspired to write again and find my light again. There are times when you will be uncomfortable and these moments help you appreciate the beautiful moments that make you feel alive.