Travel to do find out " who I am"

by Aldy Priambodo (Indonesia)

A leap into the unknown Indonesia

I don't know exactly this is travelling or not but I can say this is travel of my life. I am never been to do traveling around the world only the city in my country, but I had good "trip". So, my trip began in Yogyakarta, maybe you ever heard about that city, that is one of city in Indonesia, famous by the culture especially. I studied here, first I came here I don't know here so beautiful, and can change my life, the first place I visit here is taman Sari castle, close enough by my boarding, that place before is castle for the king and his wifes, I feel it is the most beautiful place what I saw but is not true, Next day I going to malioboro street, that is famous too, I thought that is "special" street, I guess it is not but it is wrong something, what you call doesn't special will be special when you lost it. Not only two place I visited, but I think, every town has own special place, like Yogyakarta it has beautiful beach, and the culture you feel has a magic, good enough tou you feel like has tight when you come here, from society, I feel they so warm with me as the comer. And make me miss it to leave it, I find my love here, yes love the sound something bullshit maybe, you love the city and you find the people who you love how so perfect my life here, has a good room, life, and love, ugh it is change my life love is broke anything what I have, Yogyakarta is like change my self, the place where I love make me be like monster, I can't find what is about beautiful thes special town, until someday I find another love but is not true I just lie with my self he just be like my "medicine" not really healing of my injuring. Yogyakarta, I can feel mix to be here happy cause I can find the beautiful of nature and the culture, I just feel want to "eat this town, the next town I do traveling going to another "adventure " travelling, Bogor or buitenzorgh people said that is beautiful and cold city yes true, for me That is "cold " to be honest I can't describe how so bad that place for me, I can't find how about the culture, I can feel it is like torture, I don't know how so hurt to write this story cause I must remember these trip but I must tell you, not every new place will teach you or you will find something good, I can't find anything what I love in Bogor, I feel the town is "passed away " because nothing special what they have, nature? You ask about nature? Ugh the environment is so dirty, everyday is rain, and pollution is so bad, a lot of public transportation but empty I feel this town is the worse I visited I am getting crazy and so regret to coming there I lost everything to get "trip" in Bogor, I lost my life my room my motor and my love, I know the sounds crazy cause I lost everything in one time but it is true. I just stay few months in Bogor and decide back to Yogyakarta I leave my job in Bogor and be back here, and everyone so surprised cause I back here they thinking I had good life, ugh, it is not at all. Yogyakarta, I am crying when back here cause I remember anything all my memories with all my friend but they gone, my beautiful love he is gone. My beautiful room I lost it cause I thought I will not back here again, and the reality I back here, how I start my life here? Messy. Cause I must stay with my friend, must looking for room, job, and motorcycles, but it is not easy as like the first time I came here. For me travelling is not always something what you make you happy but sad Also the part of your travelling and trip, even sometime you hate it. I know that